How do I react

How do I react to things.

Shes in the middle of it all.

I don’t want to hurt her.

So all I can do is stand and watch in silence.

Nothing else I can say or do.

I feel helpless in so many ways.

The horns don’t even come out.

But the helpless feeling is there.

I don’t know how to tell her.

How I feel, it’s hard to explain.

So I choose to write about it.

Hopefully she will see it and understand.

If not then maybe the helpless feeling will pass.

With time, I would hate to see her change her life.

Almost like watching her from the outside

Not allowed to cross the line.

She has to deal with them all the time.

I don’t have to deal with her friends.

Most just know me by name and nothing more.

Not sure what to do about anything anymore.

So I shall forever sit in silence.

Let her do what she wants to

Watch and be helpless.


Voices In My Head

Alright so I took the time today to sit down and write a bit, I wrote and released Voices In My Head so anyone who cares to read it, can read it. It’s one of my more personal bits of writing that I have done in a long time.
I think a good writer can go to personal places and be comfortable with it. Honestly I don’t know if I’m that terribly comfortable with what I said but I felt like I wanted to push myself a bit out of my comfort level.
I feel like I’ve sat in my comfort level way too long at this point in time and I’ve been thinking about pushing myself out of that zone for a while in terms of my writing so I figured why not just do it now ?
Am I going to get made fun of for saying what I did ?, been there before and if it takes me back there then so be it. Honestly it’s not a concern of mine.

Well that’s done and it’s out there time to move on, I wonder what I’ll be doing next…. Stay posted I got a few ideas…