So my next release is a rather long title “Never Know What’s Playing In My Mind”
The idea came to me from a music video I recently watched the music video is NF – Why ?
Yea I’m sure you’ll know something else that got inspired by that one too…. how about my poem Why ?
So that’s the next release from me and it’s about 99% done, but I keep adding to it…
So that’s all for now but here’s that music video so you don’t have to be surfing youtube for it
So the next re-release that I’m working on is “Two Faced” I thought about changing the cover for this one but for the time being I’m leaving it alone. I can see that being exactly what I do when it’s time to get released is just putting it out as is. I thought I was going to have trouble adding to it, but clearly that’s not the case. Just added one thing today and that means I’m that much closer to getting it ready to ship out to the distributors.
As of late I’ve been having trouble doing anything but writing, I’ve wanted to do a bit of site work but it feels like that stuff just isn’t happening as of late, as much as I’m trying to stress over it, I’m not. just going to focus on what I can do right now and what I can do is write without any problems.
I know I always go through a time when the whole website thing is a big question mark cause I have trouble with it, but maybe this is the time thats actually saying to me “time to walk away from doing my own site and just focus on one site” Right now time will tell, I’m just taking things day by day at this point cause I don’t know what else to do, however truthfully I am leaning towards just giving up on doing my own site and focusing on things here just because its easy and right now that’s what my brain wants, since I can update and post from any given device I own.
But we’ll see what the future holds for me and the world of html websites…
So my next release is going to be called Two Faced, rather self explanatory and it’s one of the covers I’ve been sitting on for quite sometime now, I think I have about eight covers that I created that are just kind of sitting there doing nothing waiting for those ideas to be created.
Alright so my next book is inspired by the band known as Mushroomhead, the title is called “Sun Doesn’t Rise”.. When I first came across the band that’s the first track that I ever heard from them and it drew me in to hear many many more.
With what seemed like recently the band is on the verge of falling apart with two members including one of it’s founders leaving the band which I’m sure I’m not the only fan that has started to wonder about the future of things. But they have a tour that they will be going on later this year…
Enough about them the next release will be called “Sun Doesn’t Rise”
Here’s the video of the track that drew me in:
I’ve been trying to hold off on posting this until my previous release (Kenesis) has actually been distributed however it appears to be taking longer than I realize so I’ll just have to get a second release going too…
So with that lovely notice my next eBooks release is: Kennigma
Right now I haven’t decided when it’ll be released but I think it’s about 99.9% ready to be released right now…
We’ll see what the morning brings
Alright so I did a post a few hours back talking about having a new idea for my next release so I thought I would talk about it, I normally just keep shit to myself until I have finished the idea and then I post it and let the world read it but I figure I would sit back and post my idea up, it’s kind of unique but at the same time it’s not really.. Some may say it’s depressing, but this is my idea… Through my life I’ve gone through good times and bad times much like anyone else, I’ve also been bullied. So I’m going to take what people have said about me in the past.. stuff like:
I’m no good in bed
I have a small …..
Anyways I’m going to write about them, now it’s not one of those things where I’m going to get all on the defensive on the subjects. I’m simply going to just come to terms with it since after all that’s all I can honestly do.
So there you go, that’s the thought behind my next release… The title of it is going to be “Voices In My Head”…
Alright well I got thinking since my last post, as I said I have 101 ideas flowing through my brain at all times it’s just a matter of choosing one. Yup that’s the tough thing, choosing just one… So many ideas and how do I choose one ?
It’s a tough choice to be honest with you… do I choose to hit my head with a rubber mallet every time I get an idea to see if the idea sticks ?… Nah I can’t do that, I’m sure many people would love it if I did but I can’t. Nope not going to do that… I think it just comes down to what do I want to write about currently, I’ve chosen ideas before and after I’ve thought about them for a few hours to a day I’ve decided “nope, not the right time” so I shoved the idea back in and wait for a bit before looking for another one.. Yes it’s very similar to when you people play bingo on tv..
I’ve already came up with my next release, I got the title for it and I have the cover all done. But I haven’t started to write about it at this time, right now I’m just gathering my thoughts. It’s not a definite thing right now that I want to write about it. So the next release will be called “Two Faced” this is going to be apart of a series that I wrote back in 2014. I can’t believe it three fucking years since I wrote this series, but you know I have always said that a great series can always be added to, it’s never truly finished. The series that I started back in 2014 is called Past Friends, I already have three books in that series so be sure to get caught up on it. I know that the first book in the series is also called Two Faced, which is fine. This one isn’t a rewrite or anything like that I just feel like the name fits so I wanted to use the name again.
Why I Write
I’ve always been the quiet kid who didn’t say much and very shy if you ever got to know me, in fact I’m still that way. That hasn’t changed and I don’t think it ever will change. So I’ve always used my writing as a outlet of dealing with the emotions inside of me, it allows me to get things out that at times I keep bottled up. At times it even allows me to make sense of certain things in my life.
Also one last thing, I’m no relationship expert but if your in a relationship with someone and after ten years your still holding “a secret life” from the one that you are always saying that you love. I’m sorry to say but it’s not going to work out.