Alright so I did a post a few hours back talking about having a new idea for my next release so I thought I would talk about it, I normally just keep shit to myself until I have finished the idea and then I post it and let the world read it but I figure I would sit back and post my idea up, it’s kind of unique but at the same time it’s not really.. Some may say it’s depressing, but this is my idea… Through my life I’ve gone through good times and bad times much like anyone else, I’ve also been bullied. So I’m going to take what people have said about me in the past.. stuff like:
I’m no good in bed
I have a small …..
Anyways I’m going to write about them, now it’s not one of those things where I’m going to get all on the defensive on the subjects. I’m simply going to just come to terms with it since after all that’s all I can honestly do.
So there you go, that’s the thought behind my next release… The title of it is going to be “Voices In My Head”…
Alright well I got thinking since my last post, as I said I have 101 ideas flowing through my brain at all times it’s just a matter of choosing one. Yup that’s the tough thing, choosing just one… So many ideas and how do I choose one ?
It’s a tough choice to be honest with you… do I choose to hit my head with a rubber mallet every time I get an idea to see if the idea sticks ?… Nah I can’t do that, I’m sure many people would love it if I did but I can’t. Nope not going to do that… I think it just comes down to what do I want to write about currently, I’ve chosen ideas before and after I’ve thought about them for a few hours to a day I’ve decided “nope, not the right time” so I shoved the idea back in and wait for a bit before looking for another one.. Yes it’s very similar to when you people play bingo on tv..
I’ve already came up with my next release, I got the title for it and I have the cover all done. But I haven’t started to write about it at this time, right now I’m just gathering my thoughts. It’s not a definite thing right now that I want to write about it. So the next release will be called “Two Faced” this is going to be apart of a series that I wrote back in 2014. I can’t believe it three fucking years since I wrote this series, but you know I have always said that a great series can always be added to, it’s never truly finished. The series that I started back in 2014 is called Past Friends, I already have three books in that series so be sure to get caught up on it. I know that the first book in the series is also called Two Faced, which is fine. This one isn’t a rewrite or anything like that I just feel like the name fits so I wanted to use the name again.
Why I Write
I’ve always been the quiet kid who didn’t say much and very shy if you ever got to know me, in fact I’m still that way. That hasn’t changed and I don’t think it ever will change. So I’ve always used my writing as a outlet of dealing with the emotions inside of me, it allows me to get things out that at times I keep bottled up. At times it even allows me to make sense of certain things in my life.
Also one last thing, I’m no relationship expert but if your in a relationship with someone and after ten years your still holding “a secret life” from the one that you are always saying that you love. I’m sorry to say but it’s not going to work out.